Imbalance

I notice that when I’m into something, I stop everything I’m doing and get irritated when I get interruptions. I don’t like this. I’m in such a hurry to finish my books. Now I’m done – now what? I have to catch up to my work. Finishing the books leave me an empty feeling, sort of like not wanting it to end, like those long dramas. Keep expecting and wanting more. Everything that I was committed to had been thrown out. There’s such an imbalance to my life…..it takes time bringing it back and bring it back to the equilibrium.