美滿的愛情，是當你愛上一個人，然後盡力令對方快樂和幸福。
不美滿的愛情，是當你愛上一個人，然後要對方盡力為你帶來快樂和幸福。

口裏說愛，請先肯定是否真的愛
口說不愛，就請別因心軟而再

愛情，始終也會褪色
愛人，始終也要休息
永遠的追求激情，
永遠的渴求呵護，
最終只會使愛情窒息。

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我覺得我的人緣不是太好，也不是太差。我很幸運遇到身邊對我很好和很關心我的
人。每個和我很要好的人很像和我很有緣份，很像和我前世有很深的關係似的。

我覺得很幸福！


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It's a BOY!

Tiffany at 4.5 months. Saw the ultrasound pictures of the baby. They
said this baby has a huge penis.

We surveyed Tiff's friends and relatives on whether it's a boy or
girl. all but one of them said it's a boy. It's amazing what that baby
gives out as a vibe. When I thought of what gender the baby might be,
all I could imagine is a boy - nothing makes me think it's a girl.
It's like I can see him running and walking already. I could feel that
this one us a little devil. Has his own character, little mean and not
that nice. Let's see if my intuition is right a few years later.

This baby is already making his mom and dad win poker and bingo.
Amazing!

Had a nightmare! Well it wasn't really a nightmare but it kind of
bothered me later on. I dreamt that I saw someone I don't want to see,
so I went around to hide from him. I found that he got up after me,
giving me the impression he's looking for me. Later he finally found
me and before I could tell him to go away, HE was the one to tell me
off! So humiliating!

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I was listening to a program that's similar to a hypnotize cd with
voice and music that guide you to relax. I was at the part where they
say relax your body startingfrom your feet, then up the calves,
thighs, chest, shoulder, neck, then the brain. It said, "imagine every
part of your brain cells holding on to all the memories in your life."
i imagined that part and tears came out of my eyes involuntarily.

This type of crying is different from before - almost like it never
happened to me before. I've cried numerous times in my childhood, but
every time I cried in the pas had come from the heart - the emotional
distress, sadness, from all the hurt and pain.

Today I experienced something I never did before. When the program
talked about brain cells and memories, the tears came out - from the
brain, not from the heart. I didn't feel sad. But tears rolled down my
eyes for no reason.

I was surprised by these tears. I tried to think of an explanation
behind it. I felt like my soul was crying - something that's at the
extraterrestrial level and not the physical level, that's why I didn't
feel sad. That's why I didn't feel the heartache like I used to feel
when I was crying.

Hopefully this opens a path for me to get In touch with my higher self
(another term for soul).
the memories you think you have forgotteng

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My Thursday thru Monday off seemed so long with the weekend added in. I came back to work, got my client company to sign an AEL for all states – and all of my managers and COO are so happy about it! Signing the AEL means we can get extra money for the other non-participating states. My boss said I should be a salesman instead, because I have the highest record of getting companies to sign the AEL! He said this is “amazing” and “notable”.  My other manager said this is “huge”. He’s all smiles. Last time I closed a big audit, my boss gave me a free day off. This time he asked me if I had taken my last free day yet, I said yup. He’s giving me another one this time! So happy!!!!

 

My boss asked me how did I do it….I always give him the answer that I am nice, and they like me. What they don’t know is that I don’t give these companies pressure. I let them feel that I am nice, sensible, and not pushy to get things done. They always said that they are very busy so they can’t get us the documents in time, so I said, ok, take your time, and give them a month to do their work. Yeah, this audit lasted for 4 years…and because I give them such low pressure, they feel obligated to “repay” me. There’s the tactic – don’t push, always be nice, and be fair. That’s how they come to like me and trust me. I don’t give them the sense that we are in a hurry to close to get their money. It’s all mind games. I am good with playing mind games, haha. My wisdom is what got me this far…jk.

My uncle has been here for almost 2 weeks. He’s leaving on Sunday. We did absolutely nothing besides going to Herb Chamber to buy the car, met a friend for dinner and dim sum, and going to Home Depot. He didn’t go shopping, he didn’t go anywhere. He didn’t go out to eat. Mostly during the day he stayed home painting the house and at night going to my grandma’s for dinner. And then before bed he would be reading up on windows and helped my aunt decide what windows to choose.

 

I feel bad that he spent $1000 on plane tickets coming to Boston and didn’t do anything fun. He didn’t complain much. He hasn’t been to Boston for 3 years. And we have done nothing for him. I appreciate the fact that he helped me with the car and helped my aunt paint. But he come here and he should go out and do something to enjoy himself.

 

Aunt B. visiting from Florida. She’s coming this Thursday and leaving next Saturday. These 2 weeks I will be going to the airport 3 times!!

Got my residence parking permit Monday at the City Hall. Never been inside!!! It was an experience haha.

 

Got my fastlane transponder today so I can use it when I pick up my aunt at the airport Thursday. But after I got the transponder, I found out that I have to wait 3 business days to use it. Oh well I guess I have to drive my way into the toll lanes.

 

 

 

I know you people are excited for me. My friends and family are excited for me. But as a new driver and a new car driver I’m not feeling excited. I have the constant pressure of or fear of making mistakes that would make my family lecture me. I’m more at ease by myself. I’m not excited at all.