The Dalai Lama is coming to the Gilette Center for a talk. Too bad the Gilette Center is too far away. Even though I might not be interested in Dalai Lama’s talk, nor do I care what he talks about. I just want to meet him in person and catch some of the holy energy coming from him. It would be an honor.

I’m a little concerned and scared with the swine flu. I hope that no one comes back from Mexico and start going to places and spread out the virus. Luckily I sold my Royal Caribbean stocks last week and made $700 out of it. Just today the RCL stock dropped 14%. It’s going to keep dropping. I will buy more RCL when the time is right. Stock market is affected from the swine flu because other countries ceased imports on pork products. Corn prices dropped a lot, also anything related to pork. But my ultimate concern is the health – health! No more outbreaks like SARS please.

Manifestation

 

I was at the Brigham & Women’s offices today and the person I was supposed to see did not show up. We saw someone else instead. These people are all Reiki Masters, meaning they are the only ones who can teach Reiki and hand out Reiki cerifications.

 

In her office, I saw Reiki symbols and crystals. She even went as far as putting the Reiki symbol at the door. Outside her office, I saw this sign that magnetized me:

 

 

(I+E) x F = M

 

(Intention + Energy) x Force = Manifestation

 

This is exactly what Law of Attraction is! Seeing this has put me through a new light again. I was complaining how I want to volunteer to perform Reiki but the schedules don’t fit me. But if I want to help people as the bottom line, I need to put an effort to it! I cannot just complain about the scheduling or the 1 year and weekly commitments and just give up. If I do that, I’ll never get to help people. Thus,

 

(Intention + Energy) x Force = Manifestation

 

(My Intent to help people + Making an effort) X Having an opportunity to volunteer = Making it Happen

 

 

 

I have an interview tomorrow!!

 

I have applied for voluntary service at Brigham & Women’s Hospital for giving Reiki treatments.  Now the person in charge wants to interview me – I had expected just a phone call asking me for my background, never really expected any interviews. So I’ve scheduled it for tomorrow at 10. I’m a little nervous. But after reading this, I am more than nervous. I feel like I’ll be tested and it takes a lot of courage from me, and this is all volunteer work. This isn’t as relaxing as volunteer work. But I can imagine the accomplishment if I am healing people.

 

 

Brigham and Women’s Hospital

Pilot Reiki Volunteer Program

Sponsored by Nursing’s Integrative Care Program

and The Office for Sponsored Staff and Volunteer Services

 

 

 

Reiki is a Japanese technique for stress reduction and relaxation that also promotes healing.  Reiki is an ancient relaxation technique dating back thousands of years.

 

• Responsibilities: Obtains name of patient or staff member interested in Reiki Treatment from Nursing staff
• Consent will be obtained from the patient by their nurse prior to treatment and will be documented in the patient’s record.
• Explain the intervention to the patient using BWH teaching and Reiki descriptive guidelines
• Perform Reiki using standard hand positions making modifications as needed
• Review the “Reiki Evaluation Form” with the patient.

 

Qualifications/Special Skills:

• Excellent Interpersonal relationship skills
• Attuned to Reiki II at a minimum and is able to provide proof of course completion.
• Demonstrate compassion for patient’s needs.
• Demonstrate three Reiki treatments on patients with Reiki Master overseeing and evaluating interpersonal skills, dialog and explanation of procedure, universal precautions, HIPPA and documentation.

 

Requirements:

• Complete New Volunteer Orientation (NVO)
• Complete Reiki Specific Training/Orientation/Certification
• Maintain confidentiality, completed HIPPA training
• Agrees to volunteer regularly for minimum of 2 hours per week for 1 year.

 

 

So I need proof that I am attuned to Reiki II – that’s easy. I thought Reiki I would be the minimum, that surprised me.

I need to demonstrate 3 treatments in front of other people, evaluating my interpersonal skills. What interpersonal skills do I need? Ahh…..

They require weekly commitments. I was thinking about committing every other week, for 4 hours each…don’t know how they will think about that.

 

Just a little concerned….sounds very strict.

 

I hate how once a month I am more inclined to say bad things and have mean thoughts in my head. Like people who bump into me, normally I would be forgiving. But during that time of the month I give them a mean face and just want to yell at them. I feel so evil! I’m always saying bad things that hurt people’s feelings. Just don’t get me in a bad mood otherwise bad words will come out of me. Sigh.

Must watch

If you haven't already, watch this....beautiful voice with an expected face.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lBTVdnWj1hM&feature=bz301

Deflation

 

The consumer price index fell for the first time since 1955. That means we are having deflation and we have lower prices on food, energy, and clothes. I am enjoying the lower price. It’s time that we have a deflation.

 

But the only thing that is not cheap is designer name brands. They keep going up every year – same as the high end skincare products. Some went up $20 to $30 – that’s crazy. Even the same cosmetic that I bought 2 years ago was $28 and it’s $32 now….

 

Researchers found that women tend to shop more during their PMS and Period, the reason might be they are looking to relief stress, and shopping is the best way for women. I think my shopping spree is starting again. But I am just looking at it online. Saving money for my LV bag.  =)  Not sure if I want to get the $700 one or the $1000 one.

Guilty Pleasures

 

Makeup, dresses, clothes are my guilty pleasures. What is yours?

Hey...so my old posts were gone...here was what i posted 4 months ago. =)

I was once a writer. Writers are usually romantic people because they have an imagination.
I should be a romantic person at heart, but whether I can act it out is another story. Here's why...
When your boyfriend was unromantic and unthoughtful, how can you put your mind into it? Let's say even you try, you would be unsuccessful because all the work you had done was not appreciated at all.
So I've become a dull person.
I think my imagination is coming back though. Thank god.
I hope I can meet someone, even though not romantic, can at least embrace my imagination.

Sensing people

Some people say that if you are in a crowded room, you can sense and spot who is looking intently at you, that is called sixth sense. But I recently heard of another theory that's quite interesting. It's about auras.

Everybody has auras, whether it is black, white, brown, orange, yellow, you name it. When you are interacting with someone, your build up something like an invisible feeding tube linked between you and the person. Therefore, this theory leads to:

When you are staring intently at someone behind his back, he will inevitably turn to look at you, without even seeing that you are looking at him. That's because he unconsciously sensed, or detected your aura, which caused him to look. Other people call this intuition or 6th sense. But is it intuition? There's no way to say right or wrong. But it is undeniable that you can't really prove scientifically how this works without crossing the paranormal field.

Auras might be new to someone who are not familiar with the paranomics, but they are widely known to people who know these stuff. It's just a little introduction about auras. There's just a lot to it just as there are a lot to science.

 

 

During my visit on Freddy last Saturday, I had given Freddy some Reiki healing to help him “heal better”. I could say that I don’t know how it could help, all I can say is that it will be much better than not having Reiki. Period.

 

During the Reiki session, I kept asking Freddy what he was feeling. He said he felt something but he couldn’t tell me what he was feeling. I guess if you’re new to Reiki, it’s hard to describe the feeling. I remember when I received my first Reiki treatment, I was too chicken to describe what I was feeling because the sensation was so minute and so subtle that it almost seemed like I was imagining it. But after the Reiki teacher asked me, do you feel a tingles, or surges or energy, or zapping sensation, or heat waves…..then I could finally place the sensations with words.

 

The reason why I kept asking what the recipient felt was, everyone is different. And I am unsure of my healing abilities – is it there? Is it working? Is it strong? I can guess some of these answers, but hearing a confirmation makes me feel good.

 

Overall I’m happy with the results. At least Freddy is feeling something from me. He said that with his hand/arm, he felt hot air coming up from his hand to his arm. Hot air is actually different from saying “heat” from his hand. Because if he only felt heat from my hands and his, that would mean my hands were giving him the heat. He said hot air – to me, hot air is constantly moving and not stagnant. Next I gave Freddy Reiki through his right foot. He said it’s a different feeling from his hand, but he was unable to describe what he felt. But overall I could tell that he felt good and energized.  =)  I’m so happy.

 

Maybe even as people receive Reiki treatments, they don’t really understand what it really is. They would say that Reiki is an energy – but where did the energy come from? Why is it there? It is beyond Physics and Science could explain (they could explain it but not with math and science). Isn’t this some kind of miracle? Then doesn’t this energy and reiki thing lead to other possibilities? This universe is truly too profound to understand….that’s why I always say “WHY NOT…?”

 

 

講粗口是一種病態行為, hahaha……..true.

Premonition?

 

This has never happened to me before (maybe it has but I didn’t think much of it) – it all happened so fast when I was at the hospital yesterday. I was walking at the lobby with so many people swarming around. I looked ahead of me and saw this Chinese guy and I recognized him from the photographs that I’ve seen on someone’s Xanga. I recognized he is that person’s brother – I never met the guy, I saw him and instantly knew who he is, I don’t even know his name…..so when I saw him, I had a feeling that his sister was with him, but at that time the sister’s figure was blocked by the people ahead of me. So I looked around to look for her and saw a Chinese girl whose face was facing away from me. My guess was correct that it was her.

 

So in that 10 second’s time, I went from seeing a stranger’s face to knowing who I was going to meet. I was so proud of myself, haha.

 

I might have some other similar instances, now that I think about it. I was in Cleveland Circle, walking towards the Thai restaurant. At the location where I was walking, I had to turn around the corner in order to see or look inside the restaurant. 3 seconds before I turn around the corner, I had a split second image in my head that I was going to see this waiter through the window – and when I turned, he was right next to the window fixing the blinds, looking right at me. Is this a coincidence that I happened to think about him? But why not a different person? I don’t know what this is called….I think premonition is a little heavy to define what it is. I guess to experience something that will happen in 3 seconds means my ability is there, but not that great…..haha.