14.5 weeks pregnant and day by day I thought I was only getting fatter and fatter in the stomach. It doesn’t really occur to me that it’s a pregnancy belly, not just fat. I was so used to having a belly when I was fat that I just considered this bigger belly just plain weight gain. I stared at my belly sometimes and asked myself if I look pregnant. I guess if I stick out my belly, I do. But even when I was fat I tried to hold it in…it does look a little different from before – more round. I look at other people who are also pregnant and I’m amazed at how their belly sticks out. Maybe I am wearing those XL clothes just like before, so I didn’t feel anything different.
Sigh….even pregnant I still feel uncomfortable about myself. It’s not just the belly, but I am round all over. Oh well.
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