I was listening to a program that's similar to a hypnotize cd with
voice and music that guide you to relax. I was at the part where they
say relax your body startingfrom your feet, then up the calves,
thighs, chest, shoulder, neck, then the brain. It said, "imagine every
part of your brain cells holding on to all the memories in your life."
i imagined that part and tears came out of my eyes involuntarily.

This type of crying is different from before - almost like it never
happened to me before. I've cried numerous times in my childhood, but
every time I cried in the pas had come from the heart - the emotional
distress, sadness, from all the hurt and pain.

Today I experienced something I never did before. When the program
talked about brain cells and memories, the tears came out - from the
brain, not from the heart. I didn't feel sad. But tears rolled down my
eyes for no reason.

I was surprised by these tears. I tried to think of an explanation
behind it. I felt like my soul was crying - something that's at the
extraterrestrial level and not the physical level, that's why I didn't
feel sad. That's why I didn't feel the heartache like I used to feel
when I was crying.

Hopefully this opens a path for me to get In touch with my higher self
(another term for soul).
the memories you think you have forgotteng

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