So much to worry about, now that there’s only 1 week until my aunt leaves, 2 weeks till the wedding. First, I need to start planning how much help does my grandmother need. I don’t think she’s even in the condition to think clearly now, let alone planning a dinner for us when we come back. I’m not really worried about going home to cook dinner. I can leave work early and cook up a meal in an hour. But on the weekends – do I need to go home at 4 pm every Saturday to cook dinner, ending my dates at 3 pm? Sigh. My grandma is grieving right now, for the departure of her daughter, when her daughter is still here. So she will be in a worse shape when she is not here anymore.

 

Now with 2 weeks to the wedding, time is flying by. Lily’s got her own stuff to worry about, like cleaning her condo, getting the furniture all delivered, moving into the condo by this week. Next week she would have her fresh flowers delivered and she has to make her own BOUQUETS and BOUTINNIERES. That is crazy. She would only have next Weds to Friday to do them. What if it fails? Arrggh…too scary and dangerous. That is one big thing that I’m worried about.

 

Next big thing is the toast that I need to make. I need to write a nice, presentable speech so everyone will be touched at the wedding. Wait…no I’m not aiming for the touching part to happen. At least if it sounds nice and I can get by with it, that’s fine. Someone asked me if I’ll have stage fright. Even though it’s been a while since I’ve been on stage, but I’ve got plenty of experience!!! I’m not worried at all. The tip is not to imagine the scene too much in your head. When you do it, just go up and do it. But of course, rehearse a few times out loud on your own.

 

Hopefully there’s only 3 things that I need to worry about, for now.