Dedication

I would like to dedicate this first posting to my angels and guides. Although I don't know if your name is really Giselle, or if I have 2 guides or more, or even one. But I really appreciate the guidance you have given me. Sam L. was right in saying that this is the beginning of my spiritual journey. I didn't know that he had started 8 years ago already. sug gain, sug gain

A lot of my thoughts and emotions come very suddenly - so I cannot go back to how I was thinking 2 hours ago. I hope that I can always capture my thoughts here. Recapturing my thoughts would be hard because I hate reconstructing something I had already done.

Hate is a strong word. That was how I felt 5 years ago. But I have been using more and more of hate. I hope I can have less of the hate and have more love instead.