Thursday, November 5, 2009

Now I have a new thing to worry about, discovering a new fear - seeing
my grandparents health starting to fail, body parts started breaking
apart. Seeing their parts of the body breaking little by little is
kind of scary.

So years ago my grandma found blood in her urine and stool, the doctor
asked her to see the specialists, I took half a day to go with her,
but it actually took longer than we thought. The doctor told us we had
to go back another day to do more tests, she started to feel bad for
taking my time and refused to come back.

Now years later it's gotten worse, she feels pain almost every other
day, she finally agreed to go back. I told her we should've gone years
ago and now trying to treat it when it's gotten worse is worse. But
before she just thought she would die rather than treating for
anything, so she wouldn't have to bother us. My grandpa told her that
she can't die that easily, just dying naturally like she wanted. It
could've given us a lot more trouble later, so I guess she got it now.
I don't think my grandpa wants my grandma to die first because he
can't take care of himself.

And my grandpa's hearing is starting to fail. We are going to have a
hearing test for him.

Reaching 80, I guess it's normal to start having failures. I think
they will reach at least 85, and if I'm right, 90. But by 90 I think
they would be pretty broken up. Sigh.


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